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Sunday, July 24, 2011

The year changed me alot & a-bit.(2010).--part-1















A lil time ago i was a kid who was in his own world without knowing what this life has in it for him
having a dark future infront of him black n unsound to him though he was happy and untouched by this cruel world of people with ego jealous n fcking anger.!!



it was the time when my school period was about to over..bloody 6 yrs of secondary study and bloody cool friends were about to gt away .. just with a blink of eye..
seeing everybody going in different streams some for the interest or some for the society sake..!!
was annoying n making me scared from inside though this scary feeling was overcome by some serious issues related to my future and which stream would i be getting n bla bla..!!
its with everyone this is the stage only the "greats" (in my dictionary) would be able to pass through laughing n enjoying .!!
THOUGH WAS EXCITED TO EXPERIENCE FIRST YEAR OF MY COLLEGE.:)

As the time passed away, school exams gt over, time for some extra study n i was put into crash course for the entrance exams. (i don't know should i blame or give credits for being in this condition) whatever.
classes started so do i with a positive approach and etc etc hah.!
a batch full of stupids some very intelligent or some like extra smart haha.!!
and some with falling in love with any other girl coming in their way .:P (though i was in neither of the category till now.)
but m happy with the people of third category they are interesting :D

in brief " that whole period of crash course i was busy acting as a cupid sometime for myself or others haa strange. "
and because of them im here .:P actually now (without them also funny though).

course gt over exams held n results came one by one.. and i screwed in some
but destiny is the factor in life so it was for me.. n here i am doing btech huh.!!

But letme tell you the real fun i had between the time results were out n my admission in btech
its DELHI UNIVERSITY one of the best things happened to me yet.:)
the counseling was postponed for btech so to utilize the time i gt admitted in one of the colleges of DU ie GGS wow man what a campus !! (was the rxn when i frst saw it) with super cool crowd :P
and i realy miss it, made some good friends with some crushes hah !! thats so obvious.:P
but it had to over the experience of 1.5 months in DU was super cool and will never forget it :).





B.TECH
(GTBIT)

counseling held got IT but was undergoing mixed feelings happy for it but sad for the DU stuff..
lifes move on n so do i , so decided to take this thing happily. :0 (which i only decided hah hypothetical ).

MY firST DAy

in the morning i have been to my Du college for all the formalities need for the cancellation but inside i dont want this to happen.
reporting time for my new college was 11Am, so after completing all the formalities i had a gala time with all my best buddies in ggs v had fun , bid goodbyes to evryone.:x .
only i could understand what m gona miss here .

well i was on time n reported @ the reception. evrything seemed chaos new faces i mean weird faces huh
still managed to make some new friends n found some old buddies too , v were made to introduce to our new college where i was supposed to pass long 4 years. it was ok , under construction,filthy but ok cos its BTECH. :0

we had our orientation with colg dean @ 2pm , and got to know various facts about to college and different activities undergoin here in the colg , and was surprised to hear that this could also happen in here.:P wow.

ON THE TOUR OF COLLEGE I NOTICED MANY THINGS ABOUT IT:

1.it has 1 BB court which is full of grass n i can barely see any basket out there.

2.under construction evrywhere u c. n more then students there were labour ,

3.it has a gym wow hah!!

4.nothing else :P

hah one thing i managed to notice THAT ON VERY FIRST DAY of BOTH COLLEGE everyone were so polite sweet , innocent hah.. but you cant hide your inside animal for long u c .:P

interaction with teachers n dean was over and v were made to sit in out IT_3 classroom ,which consist of various characters some interesting . some beautiful , some awful ,some weird,some not so weird,some gay hah.! some nerd -full hah.!!

this makes our class composition .:P
let me tell u we had 4 rows.:P out of which 1 row which was not fully occupied by some girls., and other 3 rows were fully occupied i mean xtra occupied by boys., feels sads for those no. of testosterone haha.


by the time evryone settled , a GANG of 5-6 weird looking boys ( looking mature more then their age) entered and as expected its ragging time , i was cool about it its good to have one.:P but seriously this ragging sucked harder.(cos they dont know how to rag) WTF
the so called ragging thing happened. ( though i was busy checking out the people or crowd.) :P

and any of us hardly bother to notice them , i mean some of us.:P.


Then entered a bald aged man with some self written electrical book in hand aah what a stud lol.but i wonder weather those books were to flaunt .
It was the toughest subject ever v had. not only because it was PHYSICS haha also cos v can hardly hear anything from that body , its like v have to do the lip reading thin to understand coming out of his mouth,. haah funny period though. but i enjoyed cos i utilised this time to text my DU-ites., n had a good gala time.:).

some more lectures held, and everytime we were made to introduced out names n stuff, and i can assure u now none of them remember names of the students by now. one thing caught my attention and created a deli-ma and i was shocked horrified and all other -fieds.:P
that lady was dictating maths haha (oh god kill me.!! ).
seriously. i was confused that this is the way they teach college style of maths or what. hah.!!:P


we were down by 3 periods, and twas the time for break. and we neither expecting any lectures.so we
interacted with each other. sharing experiences and stuffs. and loling around. like this the day one passed away.
and so on many days pass, we guys came closer n bonding was there between the class now.(smooth)



BUT evrytime im home i used to underline the bads of the college n mark out the difference between the DU n this BTECh., but they were now used to it.and were co-operating enough to hear the stuff hah.:P



THE REAL HELL OF LIFE GOES AFTER THIS --COMING SOON...

Sunday, April 24, 2011

GIRL WHO"S ON MY MIND...!!

to the girl of my dreamS...!!



i knew a girl who is dere..
i know she is fair..
i ought to smile when she is near...
i ought to feel good  when i hear
her voice...its full of sooth & care..


i always hide my feelings to her..
so that i cant loose lil support of her..

she has her dream man with her..
but i always wanted to be th man..
who can sense her sweat smile..
that caring touch..!! alas..!!
i want to be that man..!

there is something in her..
which caught me evrytime i c ..!!

she is mystery, sometimes lover
& sometime as if  known stranger..!!

she is 1 who brings smiles to me..
she is d 1 who melts my heart evrytime,.

i loved her and will always do..!!
i want her to know
but have fear that she may go..!!
but i loved her n will always do..!1



for her happiness i spent the ruck less nights.
by forgetting her..!! under the pillows tight..!!

my mind says that she couldnt ever understand my love..
but evrytime i c her..!! my heart overtook the mind.and falls in love again..
with her smile n soul..!!

im tired now.. tired now..
falling for her agaiin and again..
making my heart cold and hard.. !!
tired now,,

i love her .. but still evrytime i talk to her..
i have no idea about her..!!
still i love her.. !!alas
she would not understand this ever..!!

i always want her happiness..
for that i can leave my possessiveness..!!
no mind if it makes me full of emptiness..!!
no mind if it hibernates..!!
 at least will she be away from my sadness  ...!

alas...!! i loved her n will always do..
like a vodoo..!! i kept her..
aah.! still she wont understand me .. ever.!!


thee will wait for her..!!
until survive for her..!!




with evry string of my guitar i remember her..!
and hope she will realise my love.. for her..someday..!1
alas..!! i loved her and will always do..!!

to the girl of mt dreams..!! --- MANIK...!! 


Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Chrome 10: Close to a perfect Web Browser 10




I’ve liked the Google Chrome Web browser since it first showed up in 2008 . Today, with the slipstream release of Chrome 10, I may finally be ready to retire all my other Web browsers.

The reason I’m considering doing this is quite simple.Chrome 10 is screamingly fast. It’s more than ten-times faster than its first version was in dealing with JavaScript. It also leads all other of today’s Web-browsers when it comes to raw JavaScript processing speed with its new “Crankshaft” V8 JavaScript engine .
How much faster? Well on the SunSpider JavaScript Benchmark 0.91 test, Chrome left most, but not all of the other Web browsers eating its dust. I tested Chrome 10 on my Mint Linux 10 PC and was impressed. For benchmarking it though I decided to run it on my Windows 7 SP 1 system so that the forthcoming Internet Explorer 9 could get its innings in.
My Windows 7 test PC is a Gateway DX4710. This PC is powered by a 2.5-GHz Intel Core 2 Quad processor and has 6GBs of RAM and an Intel GMA (Graphics Media Accelerator) 3100 for graphics. It’s no speed demon, but it gets the job done. It’s hooked to the Internet via a Netgear Gigabit Ethernet switch, which, in turn, is hooked up to a 25Mbps (Megabit per second) cable Internet connection. On this system, I then ran the SunSpider benchmarks three times for each browser,
IE 9, despite my hopes that it would show better, came in, a dismal last with a mark of only 1,185.8-ms (milliseconds). As for IE 8…. Well let’s just say it lagged even further back. That said, it should be kept in mind that only a year ago IE 9’s numbers would have been great. Today, not so much. IE 9 was followed by Firefox 3.6.15, the latest shipping version, with 945.0ms.


 
Apple’s Safari 5.03 took third place in my impromptu Web browser drag race with an impressive 422.1ms mark. And, coming up right behind Chrome, there was the Firefox 4 beta 12 with a time of 388.0ms. But, winning by a small margin, there was Chrome 10 with a speed of 321.0ms.
If it were speed alone, it would be a close race, but while Chrome 10’s pure speed is impressive, it’s not the whole story.
Beyond Pure Speed
Chrome now places its setting in its own tab. This makes it both easier to get at them and to work with them. It didn’t sound like much of an improvement to me, but after a few hours of tinkering with Chrome 10, I actually found it quite useful. If you’re not sure where the right setting is, Chrome also includes a search mechanism so you can quickly find it.
The new browser also gives you the power to sync Web browser bookmarks and passwords between all your PCs using Chrome no matter whether you’re running Chrome on Linux, Mac OS X, or Windows. I loved these feature in Xmarks, which is still, to the best of my knowledge, the only browser extension that lets you share bookmarks and passwords across Web browsers, and I love seeing this functionality built into Chrome. If you’re like me, and using multiple PCs and laptops during a day, it’s an invaluable addition to your Web browser arsenal.
Chrome, which has always scored well in security, has extended its sandbox security style to its built-in Adobe Flash Player. What this means is that even if something tries to use Flash to put malware on your computer, the mis-behaving program is stuck inside a virtual sandbox where it can’t get to the rest of your PC. This technique has worked well enough that Google is offering a cool $20,000 to anyone who can break out of the Chrome sandbox and exploit a Windows 7 PC in the upcoming Pwn2Own 2011competition.
Even if a security hole is found, I’m not too worried about it. Not only is Google willing to put its money behind finding and fixing bugs, Chrome is based on open-source code so its problems will always be easy to tind and then fix.
The only thing that some people will object to is that Chrome 10, as Google had announced, no longer supports H.264. I don’t see this as a huge problem because, like it or lump it, the default video standard for the Web is Adobe Flash. Google hopes it will become its own VP8/WebM video codec and container standards, but that’s a story that’s going to take years to resolve. Suffice it to say that if you really need H.264 support in Chrome, and you’re running Windows,Microsoft has a H.264 plug-in for you. If, in the end, it turns out H.264 does become the Web video standard, then Google will restore this functionality.
In short, while Web video standards are a big deal, Google not supporting H.264 in this version of Chrome isn’t a big deal.
Today, I’m not worried about H.264 support. Today, I’m happy that Chrome 10 is proving to be such an exceptionally secure and remarkably fast Web browser. A perfect 10? No, not quite, but closer than anyone else out there for now.

Monday, March 7, 2011

Love @ first sight !! again..??

Love @ frst sight again...!!



the beginning

Lets get back to time.. When.. Our hearts were true.. Where v had true friends...:) school time...wow.. I still remember. The time.. So much fun irrespective of so much of pressure n discipline it was the best part of my life. I still cherish the fun n masti we did.. It is really gud sumtimes ride down the memory lane...!!

Ooohh. I remeber dis thng. :P it was the time when i was in 11 standard n we were like having our so called final practicals. Hah.! They were fun.lol !!
Our last practical was of physics. Wuh darn i still hate dis subject duh!... Grrr...! Ohk.. By any how. By tepofying the readings in d experiment and by giving d so called viva by hook or crook we some how managed it :p
but v guys were happy to give the practical.( dnt get it wrng.. Hehe.. It was only because of the teacher v had... Wow.. Evry boy had crush on her .. Wow .. Osm ) ooopse cmng to d topic :p
so v had d pract thng over.. N evryone was happy as they finally got rid of the 11th class.. Or wait. (result will decide bt for the time bieng evrybody was on cloud 9) and so was me...!!

Returning to my class room from the phy lab.. With thoughts in my mind planning for that evening out with friends... But WAIT what i saw.. THOUGHTS JUST GOT SHOO AWAY..!!
OMG OMG... what i saw was.. Group of girls belonging to commerce section of my batch...but dis time it was something unusual with them... I got my eyes fix on this somebody..!
I saw her for the firsttime .. @ d school. Wow. Mahn.. I was dumb struck.there only...



She was like a osm blossom :p
her eyes omg m still not over them. With d lil kajal arnd dem. N somewhot thodi chinky chinky types..
Her streak of hair. On her face.. Sliding through her cheeks. Wow dis had olready blown me away...
She was busy. With her commerce file work ...
Huh THAT WAS THE SECOND TIME I THOUGHT. Y I AM NOT IN THE COMMERCE STREAM. HAH! DARN..!! Never mind..
Aftr i recovered from ol these mind boggling thoughts..

They were olready in their classroom....
Me too, recollecting my thoughts, Joind my gang. And went towards my class...!!

Time goes n passes away... Evryone gt through 11th.. N stepped into last year.. OmgLAST YEAR OF SCHOOL...!! .. N guess what i was still not able to gather any courage to approach the commerce girl. :P(dis name i will b using in dis post 4 her :p)
still evrytime i saw her in school i dont knw what went through my Mind. I was dumbstruck..!! Jst.. Smiles eyes woukd do all the stuff..lol but only from my side haha.!!

AROUND MID OF THE YEAR. A SCENE OF THE LAST PERIOD..

As the diwali was on its pace so did.. D cracker burstin in d school. So as usual all the council teams had to be on duty in the last periods. And fortunately i was a part of it. and M VERY GLAD TO BE IN As due this only i cLD OFFICIALLY BUNK MY CLASSES. Haha..
So it was usual day v were on our corridors.. I ws with my group which comprised of some fun loving n vichitre pranise.(humans) haha but they r very special to me till nw. :))
yea so what v saw that the commerce girl was coming from another corner of corridor...
I was like dis fatu person. Jst went into the adjacent class room..
But my friends r my friends. Haha as she was arriving nearer.. They all started. Shouting.
'manik come outside there is somebody to meet you..mahn i was shy.. They were teasing like hell.. And she could hear all that if she wanted to... '

but wait a second. What just happens..

Commercegirl :' hey ____(reffering to my frnd) can you just give this to manik.handing over a bunch of circulars'

me: wtf... She knows me.. Omg.. *Blush ...

Frnd: hey w8 he is inside the class. Better you hand this over to him directly...'

commerce girl: ok..! (coming inside d class) hey u r manik na???

Me: (on cloud 9) yes.. Whathappen??

Commerce girl: (smiling) these our basant house nxt ajendas . Rashi ma'am gave them to me to give it to u..'

me: ohhh.. K.and then i said smthng( i dnt remember Only thng i remeber last Was her smile...:) ).

After she had gone i was like in OMG Mood... :) @last i had a word with her. Amazing.. ONE OF THE BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE :P..!!



this incident kept me moving for a few upcoming days....:))
evrybody were helping me out to reach her.:) or just to be friends.z:P:D
whatever all this was useless.:x cause as soon as she comes infront of me.. umm like speechless totally..!!
while in the mean time i tried the best way to approach a girl or to be with friends and ie our FACEBOOK..!!!
i tried each and every combination of her name to find her.. but evrytime i got 6 results of her name.. in which she was no where..
i tried searching in the best way i could.. but social thing prooved to be failed...!!
never-mind .. i boosted up my spirits.. and tried to make things normal . with my self..!!
and i thought. it to be just another eye-catching crush for me.. so i gave it some time so that i can shoo her out of my memories. or mind or wotever...!!

time passes by. so does stndrd 12.. but my friends were still the same teasing n pulling leg. about her.. but some how it felt good to listen or talk about her..:))





TEACHERS DAY..!!

as part of senior council team. its duty of them to make the function of junior most kids teachers day function for teachers a success.:)
it was fun to teach tiny tots dance.. fun to be with them..
we guys were almost on oficial bunk from last past one week,busy with the little kids.

the day had arrived junior wing teachers day function .. it was supposed to start @around noon.
so for a change we guys visitited our so called classes. n guess.what chemistry teacher was there with unit test papers haha.:P
but not to worry the result was not too bad ..:D

As the function got started.. it was nice to see little kids dancing.. away.:) on love aajkal songs.:) it was a once more performances
by them..
but wait let me c the stage clearly..:)
wowo who was @ the coordinating section wow wow.:P she was the commerce girl.:)
i kept my self calm. and enjoyed the show. then whole of our senior team was called on the stage for dance performance. we did that..
n after it was a casual dance and ya how can i miss that. she did join with us and was just after me..
we shared smiles and yea i missed one more chance to bring out my feelings to her..
cause by this time i was sure that its not the regular crush..!!:)




FAREWELL : BID ADIEU

It was the time for farewell and every one was excited about it..
its a day to remember.. for lifetime...!!

everyone was excited about the clothes/dresses they were gonna wear.., last time meeting school teachers, last time to see their school, last time to be a part of it...
we were having so many emotions attached with the school it was started.. by nurturing us from tiny tots to a perfect gentleman..or human being . It has given so much to us.. so every one was excited. and were in full swing.

on the day of farewell ie 17 february 2010...

wow the students were looking grown ups now.:) it was very nice to see all the girls in sarees and suits and boys in coats n suits,:)
we were sitting " dere respective seats.:) and insanely clicking pictures of eachother.:)
we were enjoying the function and various dance performances..
suddenly one of my friend asks me to just c who is sitting behind my seat..
(hahaha dude its the destiny now).. she was the same commerce girl.. wearing red maroon colour saree looking gorgeous like ever,, and believe me she was the best looking girl in that hall at that time.:)
omg i have lost my self again..haha i looked i smiled and said hi.. she did the same,,
but damn i wanna say more then that to her.. but i could not.:x
never mind we guys enjoyed the function , did lots of dance. till the dj lasted.:)

evrybody were clicking thousands of photographs with eachother with the teachers...and so was i...
the function was over.. everybody was having some plans to hangout..
then for the last time my friends boosted me up to go up to her.:) and ask her out..
usualy i dont come under their influence so easily .. but this time was different..haha me my 1 of the friend. walk aftr till the school gate. she was standing there with one of her friend.. waiting for her car..
and by chance her friend was busy on call or something.. as a matter of fact she was alone. and i have full chance to go and ask her out..
i can bet my heartbeats were as fast as metro rail that time... i started moving towards her.. omg i was nervous hell.:P :d
she was just 10 -15 steps away from me..
but i stopped i could not move any more. dont know y.. and until i change my decision again her car was already there she was about to move..
damn. i was the fool i lost such an amazing chance...shish..!!


it took me 2 hard canes of thumsup to regain the momentum on myself after that.:P :D..!!!




BOARDS STRESS... FUTURE.. URGGHHH SYSTEM DOWN..!!!
boards were arriving...
9 days before our first exam that is phy exam.. it is like evrythng is messed up but stil i could get some time for socializing my self,,
surfing facebook i just by chance searched her name.. but wait a second i cant believe this 3 result in the list was her with a mindblowing display pick .. i was again lost in it hah .!! damn...
i sent the friend request.. and believe me that day, i went online after evry hour to c weather it is been accepted or what.:P :d
next moring 10.45 am.. i got a msg on my cell. from facebook
"____ ____ has accepted your friend request,,,"
waoh.. but unfortunately that was used to be my sleeping time.:x so by the time i saw it it was already 11.30 by my watch and she was offline..
but yea it felt nice. then i went through her profile reading each and evry thing.. with more concentration as compared to in preparing for phy course.:P :d

and i was the first one in her friend list from our school..:)
i started it with by messaging her on facebook,.!!
and i got positive and friendly reply from her..
we started talking interacting with each other.:)
i was on coud 9 those days.:)
finally on the morning of physics exam.. we all guys gathered @ the examination centre. i told my friends about all this and they were like .." haha you did it atlast." :P
exam was over..
and i was too much escited for my next one cause that is of english. one of the subject science student and commerce ones have in common.:)

morning of english exam i was excited.:D my eyes were searching her in the vast crowd of 2 different schools ..
and i found her. wow as usual such a refreshing face. :)
" we met. wished Each other good luck and moved into the respective rooms.."

like this the exams went by and by..!!
now i was left with two exams. maths and computers..
and maths was the last exam which the two streams had in common... so i had decided to convey my feelings to her..
but thought came was disturbing me.. that its better i should do that aftr exams cause if something bad happens i dont wana screw up with any of my exams..

maths exam was over.. just left with 1 last exam.. !! n my friends have already lost any hope that i would ever speak out anything to her...

as soon as the exams got over..i decided to write something to her. dont know what but something...i thought whole night..
and ended up writing this stuff.." ..


"Hey ________. Realy wntd to. .say smthn to u! Its been 1 year. .4m d end of clas 11 i have been seing u. ! N i was just! Wow! Was krazy 4 u. I thot it would b some attraction or something. .but. .twas not d case dis tym yar !:-) i tried to approach u many times but. .every time tere samne aake i usd to b speechless! Ur osm eyes olways make..me nervous! seriously yar. .dere is always an unusual smile after seeing u! I stil remember during junior students teachers day u joined d dance stage with us! N even d day when i found u on facebook. .twas like dream cum true! 4 me! :-) really ♥ ♥
i even tried to ask u out on farewell wen u were bout to go. .n was standing alone outside d school. .but damnd?! Ws speachles as usual!
Though i know that. .u dont know me that well. .n its too early. .4 us! So atleast can v b good . .frnz. . Twld b very kind of u!:-)
n m realy sory if i hurt. .u in any way. .i know its very stupid of me! Saying u all dis! But. .i can least do dis. ! N i think. .twld b last tym v wld b seeing each other on 22!! So now its all on u. .wot to do?? Plz dnt take me wrong in ne case. !! I respect ur decision whats so ever it is! I hope u will take dis in good spirit!:-) .

_____"




omg i wrote this before my last.. exam..:) ~~
i dont know what came into my mind i just send this on her facebook message ...
atlast i have conveyed my feelings to her i was relaxed..
i was not afraid of her decision cause i only wanted her to b a good friend ....



HER REPLY. OR THE CHANGING MOMENT..!!

I kept waiting for her reply unfortunately they had their last exam to go . she was not coming online from some days..
i again sent her message after 4 days of the message.:

"hey yar..no reply..hmm..!! yar agr tjhe bura laga ho to sry..:|./"....

no replies that day too..
but after exact 5 days n 4 hours and 24 minutes. i got a reply....

"ts okay....but m already cmtd...but ya we can be gud frnz....leave ur fon number...l contact u"

i dont know what reaction to give on this reply.. weather to be happy as she said to be good friends..
or said cause she was already in a committed relationship..!! but was ok..
i left my contact number to her...!!

next day she texted me ...
and we started talking like whole day long for days...shared talks..
and soon become friends.:)

time passes by and by..!!!
At present we are in different cities..!! text each other.. once in a month..
but still evrytime i see her pics on facebook my heart skips the second beat..:)

BUT YEA:
LIFE"S MOVES ON AND SO DID I...:))









Sunday, March 6, 2011

"The One" [ITales Vol. 3a]


One night not so long ago I was talking to someone special or so I thought – “The One”.

She called me at 11:30, after that I lost track of time. I don’t know whether it was 3:00 or 4:00 but it was late. I have never been so happy, so thrilled. In the end she said something and I felt like someone hit me in the n*ts. An agonizing ache, like a bite from a Giant red-ant. I swallowed my pain and waited for the sun to rise so that I could call Ron and Ted.

At 7:00 mom came into my room, I heard the footsteps and went inside my blanket, covered from top to toe. She thought I was asleep, so left. Few moments later I took my cell phone and rushed to the grocery store to buy some milk. She was amused as I never did that willingly. In my heart I was dying 100 deaths. When Ron and Ted heard about the night they too were shocked. They comforted me by singing funny songs. Ted cracked few grown-up jokes, which in reality lit up my mood by a little. I went back and my mom made nice cup of tea and served me my favorite butter and cashew cookie.

To know what happened lets back up a bit.

Ron and Ted went to high school with me, but we moved apart to different cities due to some reasons. I and Ron were at the top of our high school class. Ted’s always been the funny and imprudent. We came from entirely diverse culture and family background. But this vividness became the prime reason why we fused well. The story of how we met is kind of funny.

In our last year of high school I had this monstrous crush on our sections hottest girl “Veronica”. I mean she was so hot that if she went in hot tub it’d have vaporized. They had these special tone which they used whenever she passed by me. I never tried to meet her in person, as it was just a crush in my opinion. Yet those bastards always joked “it is love”. Just before our last semester destiny gave me a chance to meet her. When she heard that I had a monster crush on her she hugged me. I realized then what I had wasn’t crush, it was pure love. But we never said “I ♥ you” to each other.

Days passed and my proclivity grew stronger. However I never knew back then how she felt, as they say “Love is blind”, I was just a spectator of both our lives. Everyone knew that we liked each other but we never came face to face, our interactions were reduced to a minimum. Days passed without hearing her voice, we hardly shared 1 or 2 SMS in month. I always wondered on what I should do. So I asked her for a coffee. Firstly she giggled but eventually agreed. We went to a fancy cafĂ© …..To my misery I forgot my wallet and to be frank I was ashamed. She laughed when she saw my face and paid the bill. To see her laugh like that just made my day. We went out in cold and sat on the bus stand.We started a game; the prize was to get whatever other wished. The rules were simple : Close your eyes and guess the hotness of persons reaching the stand on a scale of 1-5. If partner agrees by the guess +10 if not –5, and you can’t pass. I won it 120-85 and asked her to dance with me, she took a pause. It was getting late so she asked if we can keep the dance for later. I wanted to say no, but you can’t say no to a beautiful girl, so I agreed!

Next day, I discussed the date with Ron and Ted. Ron said “dude, she definitely loves you”, Ted however said the opposite. I wasn’t sure what to believe. I mean I used to hear a lot about her boyfriend from other places, but I always believed she was different. Apparently “love also makes you deaf”.

When we first met she said to me that she will never have a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship and hence I never expected her too…
But as days passed everyone including me noticed her spending a lot of time with another. I wasn’t jealous or anything but Ron & Ted were angry with me. That summer her favourite band was gonna perform, so I bought 2 tickets for the concert. I called her but she politely turned down the request. I didn’t mind as I knew she must have had reasons. I decided not to go, instead gave one of my tickets to Ron. Ted also had one so they went with few others friends. An hour to midnight Ted called me and told that it was Code RED. I ran to that concert just to see that they weren’t kidding about that. Code RED was a unique code for Veronica, when I first saw her she in a red dress. So I knew it was about her, but what I saw just broke every bit of nerve I had. She was with the same guy everyone talked about, his group also accompanied him. She seemed happy and he was all over her. I just couldn’t take more so I bolted out. Ron & Ted came out with me. I wanted to confront her, but with hindsight, I had no right to do so. I mean I never said that I loved her. So if she wishes for someone else, it her choice. We sat in the parking lot for about an hour, and then went home.
I never heard from her again.


High school ended and Ron, Ted and I went our separate way. I felt all alone for the first time in a long time. The pain was unbearable, all I did that summer was craved, what would have happened if I told her. Does that have made any difference? Then College life started, I had new friends, my life became super busy. I devoted most of my time in Facebook and studies. Now whenever Ron or Ted called we used to laugh on how many juvenile things we did back then. I googled her, searched on Facebook, tried to get her contact number but no luck. In the end I gave up.

Five years passed since I saw her, I was working as an intern in a MNC. One day, I was on my way to a conference when I saw a huge crowd before a pet shop. Some girl was blaring on the owner for not taking care of her pet “Schwan” – a feigned rat! For heavens shake I chuckled in my mind, her voice was so sweet that I was hauled to the crowd. And there she was, with “zombie kiss” black top and denim jeans, perfect figure to be cocky. Her fierce face was covered by golden locks with brown highlights. The moment she ran her perfect hands through them, I fell in love. I had the meeting so I didn’t get to say hello, and to be true I’m glad that I didn’t because given her mood she would have slapped me.
A year later
One day while coming from work my driver stopped abruptly. When I asked he said a dog came in front of the car. When I sneaked a quick look I saw that a cat was chasing a mouse and the dog was chasing the cat. I stepped down and ran towards the rat, few cars stopped nearly killing me but I didn’t stop before I seized that big grey rat. When I looked closely it turned out to be a beaver not rat. I was knelt and just when I leaned down, a high-heeled boot came near my face. I was bent down, and hence everything was upturned, her face was not clear. When I unbent myself I was astounded. It was the same girl, I saw at the store that day. She was breathing heavily and so was I. All those sweat made her look divine; her beauty was at its acme; however it made me look like a pig.

I offered her a ride, after catching my breath I realized she was changed, her haunted look now became more sophisticated. Her curls were the same, tough her top was plain white. She looked like a princess with that pink flesh. She introduced herself as Allie “Alison”. I was a bit diverted by her face so never bothered to introduce myself. I also never cited about that previous incident. She admired my Audi, and I just said you are beautiful in a friendly way. She said Schwan is the only one she trusts and she would do anything for him. It was adorable! Moments later she stopped the car and went home. 30 seconds later she came with “Thank You” cookies, and thanked me for saving Schwan. She asked if I wanted to come inside, but I didn’t want to show her that I was frantic,
so I said later. She grinned and went inside. My driver winked at me and after going a little further stopped and said engine failed. I acknowledged him for being there for me, and ran to her. She broke in laughter again; I checked why just to find that a bird pooped on my head of which I had no idea. She scoured it and offered me hot coffee.
She lived alone and I liked her from the very first moment I saw her. We became friends; I spent nearly every free moment with her. This went for over a year. One day she called @ 2 in the morning, Schwan died and she was distressed. I tried to ease her but she just couldn’t grasp moaning. I told her things that leave us, if ever loved makes their way back to us. So be faithful! She kissed me and we said goodbye to the reason we met. Since that day Allie and I were one. Whenever and whatever she needed I tried in my best effort to make it come true.
Meanwhile, Ted was in headway of a wonderful career prospect and Ron had already begun working on an ultramodern project. So they had no time for some silly matters of mine. However I called them to tell that at last I found the love of my life. That summer they came to visit me where I found that Ron was in a relationship himself. Bastard kept it a secret but when you stand-up suddenly from dinner and run out, it logical to think that something’s fishing. Usually we ignored but once he was in bathroom and when I passed I overheard his conversation. All six of us went out for dinner. Oh! Wait, the sixth member was my friend Carl a co-worker at the firm and one of my entourage. After that when they left we decided to go for a walk. She swiftly ran to a graveyard. I could see the tear drops around the corners of her eye. She said it was of her best friend who died few years afore we met. It was dark and frankly I wasn’t interested to know about her deceased friend. I mean why dig the past if it only brings gloom in present. Later in the car she felt asleep. I didn’t want to wake her up, so I stayed inside my car for the night.
Things were pretty romantic, our relationship was blossoming.
Yesterday she called, everything was normal when……. She asked me whether I will be joining her or not to 3rd memorial service of her friend from the graveyard. I wanted to be with her, so I agreed. In the end of our passionate conversation she repeated “Be there for Veronica’s rite’s by 2:00 pm sharp!”
I was like what….???? Is she…..How…..This can’t be true….I …I…..
to be continued….
“What we cogitated doesn’t always materialize unless
the deity wants that for you”

ps. We met and we lived happily ever after. She’s still the same and there’s only thing I know…We were made for each other.



STORY BY SAURABH K.
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Saturday, March 5, 2011

Irreplaceable Tales Vol. 1

Whatever happens, happens for the good!

I don’t quite agree with this principle. I mean if someone in your life passes in your childhood and 10 years later everyone tells you that “he was the noblest, most charming person they met”, it hurts to not know him. So my faith in the aforementioned quote is shallow. However, sometimes we witness events that makes us believe that it isn’t so.

One of such happened with my friend Ted who wanted to become a cricketer and then he wanted to be an actor. One day he came to visit me. He had grown beard, looked all pale and withered, like something bad, really bad happened in his life. I hadn’t talked to him due to my finals. So I was unaware of his life’s situation. We started talking but he kept his silence and then he asked to sleepover. At 11:00 we went to our beds, I dim the light and as I turned to sleep, he spoke –

“I knew her from 11th, when she first walked through our schools corridor I knew that she was something special. To this day I remember what happened then. Whole school was erupted in pursuit to see a glimpse of her beauty. She was wearing a blue sleeveless dress. I swear to god, I was gone and so were my fellow classmates. Everyone in our school from 2nd graders to PGT teachers were out, of course boys! For me “that’s awkward!” but I myself was out to see her. Few girls from our class went to meet the reason of this crisis. They were just a little jealous to be frank. And once in my life god listened to my prayer – she got admission in my section. I have never been so happy and nervous at the same time.

Days passed but she didn’t show up. Some said she transferred, but 6 days later when I came to school, there she was sitting in the front row, laughing with her newly bonded cluster. I mean everybody wanted a piece of her. Our state is always under the cloud belt, so unexpected rain wasn’t something new. It was dark outside and those lighting thunders made it a complete memorable day. When our economics’ teacher asked her to introduce herself, I heard the sweetest voice of my life. In that cherubic voice she spoke “Hello, my name is Stella”. The class erupted to greet her back; I however was looking out of the window, admiring the dark clouds and the louring sky. In a few days she became the undisputable queen of the school. Her style was something everyone drooled on, her perfectly curled hair with a slighter light shades near the ends, perfectly pressed uniforms and always fresh looking gorgeous face. But most importantly what made the difference was the sparkly red lipstick she used. You just can’t resist the thought of kissing them. She became friends with everyone except me. She didn’t come to meet me. When I asked one of her friend, she said Stella thought you were “arrogant, selfish bastard!” and the reason for that was the first day. I wasn’t very welcoming and didn’t even say “Hello” to her. So I decided to see her and clear some air between us.

On the following day I confronted her, in the end she said “We’re Cool!”. I sat behind her desk and day by day my passion for her grew stronger. A year passed and in the fall of 2008 it reached its limit. It was the festive season and we were in the last year of our school life. One day I dreamt “After 4 years in college we were married and lived happily ever after”. I mean I don’t have a financial problem, my sister had a love marriage which is successful and my parents are cool about it. What could’ve gone wrong!

I got the answer the very next day. It was a celebration time as one of our teachers was retiring and we being the seniors were supposed to organize a farewell function. It took only one look at her and I just couldn’t control myself. I went up on stage and sang a song about love which I composed myself. Everyone appreciated it, well she did too! She came to me and praised how versatile I was. Then……..

I said “I love you!”…

CONTINUED......
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Wireless USB -the game-changer

Last week Intel made a big deal about the official launch of its Light Peak technology — now called Thunderbolt — which enables much faster data transfers (10Gbps) and the ability to consolidate accessories and video connections into one cable with a connector that is half the size of a USB plug.

First let me tell You a little bit about Intel's Thunderbolt.

Intel has lifted the lid on its much-anticipated Thunderbolt I/O technology. Here’s a quick rundown of what we know about this new technology.

Dual-channel offering a whopping 10Gbps per port (to put that into perspective you can push a full-length HD movie through the connection in less than 30 seconds).
The port is bi-directional, so it offers 10Gbps in both directions simultaneously.
Dual-protocol support for PCI Express and DisplayPort.
Fully compatible with existing DisplayPort devices.
Daisy-chain up to six peripherals (compare this to Firewire which supports 63 devices, and USB which supports 127).
Supplies 10W of power over bus to peripherals.
Supports electrical (copper) or optical (fibre optic) cabling.
Low latency.
Supports HDMI (High-Definition Multimedia Interface)/HDCP (High-bandwidth Digital Content Protection)
Apple is the first to offer Thunderbolt to its customers.
Note: Thunderbolt is an Intel trademark term, not Apple.




While those are useful features, the arrival of Thunderbolt had me scratching my head and asking two big questions:

What happened to USB 3.0?
Where’s Wireless USB?
Both of those technologies have been in development for years, but somehow Light Peak/Thunderbolt was able to leapfrog them, at least in terms of getting the green light from Intel and its partners.

Some of that certainly has to do with Apple getting on board with Thunderbolt. Apple’s new line of MacBook Pro laptops are the first computers to include Thunderbolt. Also, while Thunderbolt was originally expected to use the same type of connector as USB (a confict with USB-IF apparently prevented that), when Thunderbolt was unveiled last week it was surprisingly announced that it will use a Mini DisplayPort connector — a technology developed by Apple and licensed without a fee.

One of the big advantages of Thunderbolt is that it’s capable enough to handle LCD monitors and other displays so it can replace the need for VGA, DVI, or HDMI ports on laptops and desktops. That means users only need to worry about one type of cable for all of their accessories. However, USB 3.0 (also called “SuperSpeed USB”) has been developing the same thing. A number of display manufacturers have mentioned in recent years that USB 3.0 will eliminate the need for those other video connectors in computers and allow users to connect their monitors to a USB port. Will display makers dump the work they’ve been doing preparing for USB 3.0 and switch to Thunderbolt? I doubt it, at least not right away.

Also, keep in mind that USB 3.0 is backward compatible with the millions of existing USB peripherals as well, while Thunderbolt will require adapters to work with them. The only drawbacks to USB 3.0 versus Thunderbolt are 1.) it’s half as fast (5Gbps for USB 3.0 vs. 10Gbps for Thunderbolt) and 2.) the USB 3.0 connector is a little larger.

However, the real missed opportunity here is Wireless USB. That’s the technology that I would love to see Intel pushing instead of Thunderbolt. Sure, Thunderbolt will deliver faster file transfers and consolidate cables, but Wireless USB is a much bigger game-changer. It can reduce accessory cables altogether and has the potential to introduce a universal wireless docking solution that could turn the computing industry on its head. In fact, the latter is probably why Intel isn’t pushing it — that type of radical change isn’t in their self-interest. More on that in a moment.

First, let’s talk about the elimination of accessory cables. This is long overdue. At the same time Wi-Fi first came on the scene a decade ago and launched the concept of the WLAN (that’s wireless local area network), there was another hot new term at the time called PAN (personal area network). The idea was that not only would computers connect wirelessly to corporate networks and the Internet, but that there would also be mini wireless networks centered a desktop or laptop machine itself, in order to connect mice, keyboards, monitors, printers, scanners, headphones, PDAs (now smartphones), etc. The hope back then was that Bluetooth would be the enabler of the PAN, but that hasn’t happened because Bluetooth is flaky, slow, and difficult to set up. To make the PAN happen, we need something more robust like Wireless USB.

Building on that concept of the PAN is the idea of the wireless docking solution — this is the killer feature of Wireless USB. Accessory makers have been chomping at the bit for a couple years to get this because it would make it infinitely easier for mobile users to dock a laptop to a full monitor, keyboard, and mouse (using a Wireless USB connection a laptop could simply connect to a dock that has legacy peripherals plugged in).

In fact, it would not only be easy, it would turn Wireless USB into a universal docking solution instead of the current situation where each laptop maker has its own proprietary docking connectors and then badly overcharges for the docks. A universal wireless docking solution would have two big effects for mobile users — it would make docks a lot cheaper and it would likely spawn a lot more places to dock. For example, offices and other institutions could set up public work areas where people could dock to work no matter what platform they are running (Windows, Mac, Linux, iPad, etc), as long as it has Wireless USB. I can even imagine Internet cafes offering docking areas.

However, once we take this idea one step further, then we start to see why Intel may not be so enthusiastic about it. Think about the Motorola Atrix. This is a dual core Android smartphone with 1GB of RAM and Motorola’s “Webtop” software, which allows it to look and act like a full PC when loaded into the desktop dock (with monitor, keyboard, and mouse) and the laptop dock.

Now imagine if the Atrix and other dual core smartphones could perform the same feat, but without having to dock at all by simply using Wireless USB — which offers plenty to speed to accomplish this with 480Mbps at 3 meters and 110Mbps at 10 meters. Suddenly, a lot of smartphones would become potential PC replacements. Same goes for tablets. They could wirelessly dock and become full desktop computers when people needed to do more serious work. Since virtually all smartphones and tablets are powered by mobile ARM chips rather than Intel chips (and Intel has repeatedly been unable to break into the mobile market), this scenario could be apocalyptic for Intel because it would enable people to replace (Intel-powered) laptops and desktops with (ARM-powered) smartphones and tablets.

However, this scenario would be fantastic for consumers and business professionals. But, without Intel to push Wireless USB, who will step up and lead the charge?Yea seriously WHO?