Love @ first sight !! again..??

Love @ frst sight again...!!



the beginning

Lets get back to time.. When.. Our hearts were true.. Where v had true friends...:) school time...wow.. I still remember. The time.. So much fun irrespective of so much of pressure n discipline it was the best part of my life. I still cherish the fun n masti we did.. It is really gud sumtimes ride down the memory lane...!!

Ooohh. I remeber dis thng. :P it was the time when i was in 11 standard n we were like having our so called final practicals. Hah.! They were fun.lol !!
Our last practical was of physics. Wuh darn i still hate dis subject duh!... Grrr...! Ohk.. By any how. By tepofying the readings in d experiment and by giving d so called viva by hook or crook we some how managed it :p
but v guys were happy to give the practical.( dnt get it wrng.. Hehe.. It was only because of the teacher v had... Wow.. Evry boy had crush on her .. Wow .. Osm ) ooopse cmng to d topic :p
so v had d pract thng over.. N evryone was happy as they finally got rid of the 11th class.. Or wait. (result will decide bt for the time bieng evrybody was on cloud 9) and so was me...!!

Returning to my class room from the phy lab.. With thoughts in my mind planning for that evening out with friends... But WAIT what i saw.. THOUGHTS JUST GOT SHOO AWAY..!!
OMG OMG... what i saw was.. Group of girls belonging to commerce section of my batch...but dis time it was something unusual with them... I got my eyes fix on this somebody..!
I saw her for the firsttime .. @ d school. Wow. Mahn.. I was dumb struck.there only...

She was like a osm blossom :p
her eyes omg m still not over them. With d lil kajal arnd dem. N somewhot thodi chinky chinky types..
Her streak of hair. On her face.. Sliding through her cheeks. Wow dis had olready blown me away...
She was busy. With her commerce file work ...
Huh THAT WAS THE SECOND TIME I THOUGHT. Y I AM NOT IN THE COMMERCE STREAM. HAH! DARN..!! Never mind..
Aftr i recovered from ol these mind boggling thoughts..

They were olready in their classroom....
Me too, recollecting my thoughts, Joind my gang. And went towards my class...!!

Time goes n passes away... Evryone gt through 11th.. N stepped into last year.. OmgLAST YEAR OF SCHOOL...!! .. N guess what i was still not able to gather any courage to approach the commerce girl. :P(dis name i will b using in dis post 4 her :p)
still evrytime i saw her in school i dont knw what went through my Mind. I was dumbstruck..!! Jst.. Smiles eyes woukd do all the stuff..lol but only from my side haha.!!

AROUND MID OF THE YEAR. A SCENE OF THE LAST PERIOD..

As the diwali was on its pace so did.. D cracker burstin in d school. So as usual all the council teams had to be on duty in the last periods. And fortunately i was a part of it. and M VERY GLAD TO BE IN As due this only i cLD OFFICIALLY BUNK MY CLASSES. Haha..
So it was usual day v were on our corridors.. I ws with my group which comprised of some fun loving n vichitre pranise.(humans) haha but they r very special to me till nw. :))
yea so what v saw that the commerce girl was coming from another corner of corridor...
I was like dis fatu person. Jst went into the adjacent class room..
But my friends r my friends. Haha as she was arriving nearer.. They all started. Shouting.
'manik come outside there is somebody to meet you..mahn i was shy.. They were teasing like hell.. And she could hear all that if she wanted to... '

but wait a second. What just happens..

Commercegirl :' hey ____(reffering to my frnd) can you just give this to manik.handing over a bunch of circulars'

me: wtf... She knows me.. Omg.. *Blush ...

Frnd: hey w8 he is inside the class. Better you hand this over to him directly...'

commerce girl: ok..! (coming inside d class) hey u r manik na???

Me: (on cloud 9) yes.. Whathappen??

Commerce girl: (smiling) these our basant house nxt ajendas . Rashi ma'am gave them to me to give it to u..'

me: ohhh.. K.and then i said smthng( i dnt remember Only thng i remeber last Was her smile...:) ).

After she had gone i was like in OMG Mood... :) @last i had a word with her. Amazing.. ONE OF THE BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE :P..!!

this incident kept me moving for a few upcoming days....:))
evrybody were helping me out to reach her.:) or just to be friends.z:P:D
whatever all this was useless.:x cause as soon as she comes infront of me.. umm like speechless totally..!!
while in the mean time i tried the best way to approach a girl or to be with friends and ie our FACEBOOK..!!!
i tried each and every combination of her name to find her.. but evrytime i got 6 results of her name.. in which she was no where..
i tried searching in the best way i could.. but social thing prooved to be failed...!!
never-mind .. i boosted up my spirits.. and tried to make things normal . with my self..!!
and i thought. it to be just another eye-catching crush for me.. so i gave it some time so that i can shoo her out of my memories. or mind or wotever...!!

time passes by. so does stndrd 12.. but my friends were still the same teasing n pulling leg. about her.. but some how it felt good to listen or talk about her..:))





TEACHERS DAY..!!

as part of senior council team. its duty of them to make the function of junior most kids teachers day function for teachers a success.:)
it was fun to teach tiny tots dance.. fun to be with them..
we guys were almost on oficial bunk from last past one week,busy with the little kids.

the day had arrived junior wing teachers day function .. it was supposed to start @around noon.
so for a change we guys visitited our so called classes. n guess.what chemistry teacher was there with unit test papers haha.:P
but not to worry the result was not too bad ..:D

As the function got started.. it was nice to see little kids dancing.. away.:) on love aajkal songs.:) it was a once more performances
by them..
but wait let me c the stage clearly..:)
wowo who was @ the coordinating section wow wow.:P she was the commerce girl.:)
i kept my self calm. and enjoyed the show. then whole of our senior team was called on the stage for dance performance. we did that..
n after it was a casual dance and ya how can i miss that. she did join with us and was just after me..
we shared smiles and yea i missed one more chance to bring out my feelings to her..
cause by this time i was sure that its not the regular crush..!!:)




FAREWELL : BID ADIEU

It was the time for farewell and every one was excited about it..
its a day to remember.. for lifetime...!!

everyone was excited about the clothes/dresses they were gonna wear.., last time meeting school teachers, last time to see their school, last time to be a part of it...
we were having so many emotions attached with the school it was started.. by nurturing us from tiny tots to a perfect gentleman..or human being . It has given so much to us.. so every one was excited. and were in full swing.

on the day of farewell ie 17 february 2010...

wow the students were looking grown ups now.:) it was very nice to see all the girls in sarees and suits and boys in coats n suits,:)
we were sitting " dere respective seats.:) and insanely clicking pictures of eachother.:)
we were enjoying the function and various dance performances..
suddenly one of my friend asks me to just c who is sitting behind my seat..
(hahaha dude its the destiny now).. she was the same commerce girl.. wearing red maroon colour saree looking gorgeous like ever,, and believe me she was the best looking girl in that hall at that time.:)
omg i have lost my self again..haha i looked i smiled and said hi.. she did the same,,
but damn i wanna say more then that to her.. but i could not.:x
never mind we guys enjoyed the function , did lots of dance. till the dj lasted.:)

evrybody were clicking thousands of photographs with eachother with the teachers...and so was i...
the function was over.. everybody was having some plans to hangout..
then for the last time my friends boosted me up to go up to her.:) and ask her out..
usualy i dont come under their influence so easily .. but this time was different..haha me my 1 of the friend. walk aftr till the school gate. she was standing there with one of her friend.. waiting for her car..
and by chance her friend was busy on call or something.. as a matter of fact she was alone. and i have full chance to go and ask her out..
i can bet my heartbeats were as fast as metro rail that time... i started moving towards her.. omg i was nervous hell.:P :d
she was just 10 -15 steps away from me..
but i stopped i could not move any more. dont know y.. and until i change my decision again her car was already there she was about to move..
damn. i was the fool i lost such an amazing chance...shish..!!


it took me 2 hard canes of thumsup to regain the momentum on myself after that.:P :D..!!!




BOARDS STRESS... FUTURE.. URGGHHH SYSTEM DOWN..!!!
boards were arriving...
9 days before our first exam that is phy exam.. it is like evrythng is messed up but stil i could get some time for socializing my self,,
surfing facebook i just by chance searched her name.. but wait a second i cant believe this 3 result in the list was her with a mindblowing display pick .. i was again lost in it hah .!! damn...
i sent the friend request.. and believe me that day, i went online after evry hour to c weather it is been accepted or what.:P :d
next moring 10.45 am.. i got a msg on my cell. from facebook
"____ ____ has accepted your friend request,,,"
waoh.. but unfortunately that was used to be my sleeping time.:x so by the time i saw it it was already 11.30 by my watch and she was offline..
but yea it felt nice. then i went through her profile reading each and evry thing.. with more concentration as compared to in preparing for phy course.:P :d

and i was the first one in her friend list from our school..:)
i started it with by messaging her on facebook,.!!
and i got positive and friendly reply from her..
we started talking interacting with each other.:)
i was on coud 9 those days.:)
finally on the morning of physics exam.. we all guys gathered @ the examination centre. i told my friends about all this and they were like .." haha you did it atlast." :P
exam was over..
and i was too much escited for my next one cause that is of english. one of the subject science student and commerce ones have in common.:)

morning of english exam i was excited.:D my eyes were searching her in the vast crowd of 2 different schools ..
and i found her. wow as usual such a refreshing face. :)
" we met. wished Each other good luck and moved into the respective rooms.."

like this the exams went by and by..!!
now i was left with two exams. maths and computers..
and maths was the last exam which the two streams had in common... so i had decided to convey my feelings to her..
but thought came was disturbing me.. that its better i should do that aftr exams cause if something bad happens i dont wana screw up with any of my exams..

maths exam was over.. just left with 1 last exam.. !! n my friends have already lost any hope that i would ever speak out anything to her...

as soon as the exams got over..i decided to write something to her. dont know what but something...i thought whole night..
and ended up writing this stuff.." ..


"Hey ________. Realy wntd to. .say smthn to u! Its been 1 year. .4m d end of clas 11 i have been seing u. ! N i was just! Wow! Was krazy 4 u. I thot it would b some attraction or something. .but. .twas not d case dis tym yar !:-) i tried to approach u many times but. .every time tere samne aake i usd to b speechless! Ur osm eyes olways make..me nervous! seriously yar. .dere is always an unusual smile after seeing u! I stil remember during junior students teachers day u joined d dance stage with us! N even d day when i found u on facebook. .twas like dream cum true! 4 me! :-) really ♥ ♥
i even tried to ask u out on farewell wen u were bout to go. .n was standing alone outside d school. .but damnd?! Ws speachles as usual!
Though i know that. .u dont know me that well. .n its too early. .4 us! So atleast can v b good . .frnz. . Twld b very kind of u!:-)
n m realy sory if i hurt. .u in any way. .i know its very stupid of me! Saying u all dis! But. .i can least do dis. ! N i think. .twld b last tym v wld b seeing each other on 22!! So now its all on u. .wot to do?? Plz dnt take me wrong in ne case. !! I respect ur decision whats so ever it is! I hope u will take dis in good spirit!:-) .

_____"



omg i wrote this before my last.. exam..:) ~~
i dont know what came into my mind i just send this on her facebook message ...
atlast i have conveyed my feelings to her i was relaxed..
i was not afraid of her decision cause i only wanted her to b a good friend ....



HER REPLY. OR THE CHANGING MOMENT..!!

I kept waiting for her reply unfortunately they had their last exam to go . she was not coming online from some days..
i again sent her message after 4 days of the message.:

"hey yar..no reply..hmm..!! yar agr tjhe bura laga ho to sry..:|./"....

no replies that day too..
but after exact 5 days n 4 hours and 24 minutes. i got a reply....

"ts okay....but m already cmtd...but ya we can be gud frnz....leave ur fon number...l contact u"

i dont know what reaction to give on this reply.. weather to be happy as she said to be good friends..
or said cause she was already in a committed relationship..!! but was ok..
i left my contact number to her...!!

next day she texted me ...
and we started talking like whole day long for days...shared talks..
and soon become friends.:)

time passes by and by..!!!
At present we are in different cities..!! text each other.. once in a month..
but still evrytime i see her pics on facebook my heart skips the second beat..:)

BUT YEA:
LIFE"S MOVES ON AND SO DID I...:))